when I met Amber on campus at our university, we connected right away. alike in many ways, we both have similar views about many things in life — including sex. with each other, we are both very candid, very open, and very uncensored. we have had close friends overhear our conversations and get uncomfortable or freaked out. we don’t feel ashamed that we enjoy sex. women are allowed to enjoy all the pleasures of the erotic world, and we embrace it. I would never refer to Amber or myself as a “slut.” that’s an ugly and hateful word, and doesn’t belong to strong women with (mostly) good intentions. we are real girls with real thoughts, real feelings, real beliefs, and — sometimes to our frustration — real, ragin’ hormones.
as for my so-called “love” life, I’m not a relationship person at all; I enjoy my freedom and independence way too much. my longest relationship was completely unenjoyable emotionally; the sex was the only thing that dragged me back every time, unfortunately. more on that later. for now, let’s call him vulture for now. if you remember for later, good. if not, don’t worry, I will remind you.
things that I will not need to remind you of eventually are my sexual tendencies. you will find that Amber shares many of the traits and tendencies I’m about to associate with myself: I can be sadistic, I am open to trying pretty much anything if it feels right, I do happen to enjoy giving oral a lot, and I definitely get some random girl crushes — but I haven’t really acted on them.
this blog is going to be uncensored and brutally honest. I’m always writing all over everything, all the time. I am an incessant journal-er; my thoughts leak out all over my notes in class, seep out through the notepad function in my phone, or get poured out into my actual, jam-packed journal. I know that this blog will receive judgment, but it’s nice for me to have my writing read at all, even if it is only specific to this kind of content. and I think it will be a fun outlet. I am naturally curious about all the wonders of the world, so for anyone else who likes a some “TMI” infused blogging, keep reading!
xoxo gossip girl.
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